PESSIMIST

God – I gave you all my love, but I can ’t see past this hurt

Oh god – It is you, who made me be the pessimist that I am today

 

Because the promises I made to myself seem to be the hardest ones to keep

When did I dismiss the morals I subscribed to ?

When did I leave the path of righteousness ?

And I ’m not sure if there was one

And I’m not sure if there is one – or will ever be

 

Worthless

Useless

Ugly and Unloveable 

A story told without a happy end

Never ending – no

Never again

A story told without a happy end

Never ending – no

And never again 

 

I offer myself to everyone who seems to satisfy my soul

Just to wake up the other day without knowing – knowing who I am 

And not knowing what I expected from that 

But everyone is a whore, we just sell different parts of ourselves

 

I want to believe that every single time you saw me cry 

Your heart broke

And after all that pain 

Something beautiful would grow

I ’m tired of trying to be something that I can ’t be

And I ’m tired of fighting for something that I can ’t see

God I gave you all my love

What I am supposed to give you more ?

God I left you all my past 

Why am I still missing the core ?

Give me something more than words

A buoy to carry me save to shore

If you can ’t then let me drown and die

Rather be dead than living sick of life – sick of life

 

Rather be dead than living sick of life

 

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